Jason

Is this all that there is to life?

Cos’ it’s a bittersweet symphony this life…
Trying to make ends meet , you’re a slave to the money then you die.
I’ll take you down the only road I’ve ever been down…
You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet , yeah.
No change, I can’t change, I can’t change, I can’t change,
but I’m here in my mold , I am here in my mold.
But I’m a million different people from one day to the next…
I can’t change my mold, no, no, no, no, no, no, no

Well I never pray,
But tonight I’m on my knees, yeah.
I need to hear some sounds that recognise the pain in me, yeah.
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind , I feel free now.
But the airwaves are clean and there’s nobody singing to me now.

No change, I can’t change, I can’t change, I can’t change,
but I’m here in my mold , I am here in my mold.
And I’m a million different people from one day to the next
I can’t change my mold, no, no, no, no, no, no, no

Well have you ever been down?
I can’t change, I can’t change…

Cos’ it’s a bittersweet symphony this life.
Trying to make ends meet, trying to find some money then you die.
You know I can’t change, I can’t change, I can’t change,
but I’m here in my mold, I am here in my mold.
And I’m a million different people from one day to the next.
I can’t change my mold, no,no,no,no,no,no,no

I’ll take you down the only road I’ve ever been down
I’ll take you down the only road I’ve ever been down
It justs sex and violence melody and silence
Been down
Ever been down
Ever been down

Is it just that im bored? I feel as if my life’s in a standstill… crazy, coz ive been keeping myself busy as hell these past weeks. hmmm… maybe thats it… the reality that i have to make such an effort to feel alive… forcing myself to be OK… life shouldnt be like that…

I wish mei was still here… my bestfriend was here for two weeks early last month and in those two weeks, i was sincerely happy… i was tired as hell, but it was the best two weeks of my life… people put on different masks when we face people in our day to day lives, and its such a breather having someone you can talk to without having any masks on… we all need that someone to be with where we can truly be ourselves… (hmmm… this isnt really in line with the thoughts i planned to write in this blog… but what the hell… it entered my mind so now its here… ikaw, nakikibasa ka lang ha? wag kang magrereklamo! ehehehehe… peace!)

I guess i need something more meaningful in my life now… whatever or whoever that is…