Jason

I do believe its been long due for me to LET GO... I've been fooling myself for the longest time, thinking that we could remain as friends...Its been a while since I let go of all the pains of the past, but I've held on to all the good memories...Now I know I cant completely move on, unless I say goodbye to everything in the past... And look forward to a future without you in it...

After everything that had happened, you said you still needed me around, even just as a friend.I tried to be there for you, helped you up whenever you fell, listened when the rest of the world shut you out...I let go of the romantic love, but I loved you nonetheless. I stayed as a friend and I cared for you deeply.Like in the past, I was never perfect, but I tried to be the best for you and always wanted your happiness.But like before, it was never enough... I was never enough.

I'm sorry, I said I'll never get tired of you... I was wrong. I guess the "relentless" jason finally burned out...You told me I'm the only solid ground that you have, but still you took me for granted. Just like before.Was it because I made you feel that I'll be there no matter what?

I hate the fact that you can still tear down the walls I've built around me.How is it that you were able to let tears fall down from these eyes I've thought to have already dried out?I cant have that in my life. I've had enough.

There's so much more words that I want to say, feelings and emotions that wanna burst out of me...But what the hell... enough of this... I'm getting overly dramatic again...

Goodbye. Have a great life.

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